In several post you have stated you are an athiest. I used to be agnostic. So I somewhat understand where you are coming from..However, about 10 years ago was a very tumulcherous time for me. I just needed some peace in my life. One May spring morning, I sat out on my porch and something came over me, and I prayed. "please Jesus bring me some peace in my life." Suddenly a great feeling of peace came over me, almost like the peace you feel right after you have a baby, or the first time your husband holds you in his arms and tells you he loves. but sooo much more. I have been a believer ever since. 2ndly, on 2/15/07, my 89 yr old dad had 2 heart attacks, as POA of healthcare for him, I was making life and death decesions every other day over the next 7 months till he finally passed. Without the comfort of the Lord, I don't think I could have found the strength. 3Rdly, From your posts, I see episodes of great sadness. So my wish for you (and my prayer) is I wish you Peace.




